typical.
I want so badly to fill these pages with happiness.
With light emanating from within my heart….
Shining on all of those around me.
But I’m trapped in darkness….
drowning in misery,
trying so hard to bust open this case I’m trapped in.
But each attempt only leaves me with bloody hands….
I’m reopening old wounds over and over and over again…
Unable to stop this vicious cycle,
As much as I tell myself it hurts being encased…
I know being free would damage even more.
So I’ll do all I know how…
Keep fighting and pushing forward.
Driving toward the future, the only light I have left.
Someday….
This won’t hurt so much.
Anhedonia can be exhausting. Sometimes, it makes moving forward seem like a ftuitless endeavor, but it’s good that you can keep your mind on the future. Hope you’re feeling better by now.
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You have to stop reopening old wounds or else they’ll never heal. And reopening or reliving them does no good, trust me I know. Perhaps you need a hobby or some kind of activity to keep you busy and your mind off troublesome things. Something productive that perhaps you could be proud of in the end. Thanks for the note.
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