a rant of some ppl. sorry. just gotta get it out

dont worry they dont know i have this so i wont make anyone mad. i hate conflict.

i just dont get it.

why are ppl one way with someone and not with someone else?

why are they closer and i am not.

i was up there for a longer time.

i just dont understand. am i not as fun? not as outgoing? I DONT GET IT.

i want to be part of it.

why does no one get that?

and i mean NO ONE. not my bf, not my parents, not my sister

i just want you to act the same around me.

why is that so hard? am i not as likeable?

i break plans once and you decide never to call me again?

WHAT IS IT?

wtf.

geez. why cant i find… nvermind.

its like sure i have doug.

but i still need the girls.

why does noone get that either?

you guys always do stuff jsut the two of you.

why not me?

i truely do not understand and it makes me so upset.

should a so called friend make u that upset?

i would say no.

then what the hell is a friend then???? hummm????????????????????????

gosh.

is the ppl you make friends with in your young age the only ones youll ever have?

bc let me tell u, college is jus another high school version. drama, cliques. blah!

when the heck are ppl going to grow up?

stop trying??

i dont want to…. 🙁

hanging out with u is amazing.

but i dont think u think so.

wutever.

enough ranting.

:/

night.