going back in time once again!

I think its time to go back to the past and see what i was doing on this exact date years ago! But first just a little up to date info!

Mitch (the guy in charge of the pilot for Funny Shorts) needed me to take over for the part of holly (one of the girls acting with us ) because she had a death in the family and has to leave for the funeral. So I am meeting with him in Bremerton tomorrow morning to go over the script, character plot, wardrobe etc…and then we are shooting Saturday! I am excited!

Alrighty. Well, here goes nothing! TIME WARP!

Tuesday, June 18, 2002

HEY EVERYONE! IM BACK! i was grounded but not ne more cus SCHOOLS OUT! and omg i have so much to talk about! ok ill start on june 13th.

JUNE 13!

WILD WAVES AMUSEMENT PARKS! my whole 9th grade was going! i gathered with my freinds in the commons and we all ate breakfast. i knew i looked good to all the guys becus since we were about to get on the busses to go to wild waves amusement parks we were aloud to wear ne thing we wanted to school! i had on my shor short sparkly shorts with my tube top. underneath tho i had my cute new hawaii bading suit! wat a find. i also worked out so much just for this day! ne ways we piled onto the comfy tour busses and we were on our way. when we got to the park me,gabby,jen,cara,liz,justin,courtney,megan,michelle,c-c and (watever u get the point) the rest of my friends found a spot on the grass to lay out our towels before every spot was taken. then we split up into groups cus some headed for the water park before the other rides. courtney, gabby, and jen went on the bunji cord! i couldnt beleive it! me cara liz and megan took pics while they were falling down. it was hillarious! poor jen was scared so bad. her whole face was red! well ill have to finish this lata cus i have to eat. CHOW!

-Hannah later: k back! where was i? o yea! ne ways they went on the bunji thing and i couldnt beleive they had the guts to do it! i would never have done it. if i did i probly would have fainted in mid air!

well after that i tried out the TEN NEW RIDES they had since six flags just bought the park. there was this really cool roller coaster and some neato spinny rides plus a few other funky ones. i took my freind megan on the ferris wheel and she freaked! it was way to high for her but i dont see y she was so scared when she could go on the falling star which was pretty much the same thing cept scarrier! lata we went into the water park and met up with devon,justin,midori,and chris. we went on this cool innertube ride and had a race to see who could reach the last pool the fastest. ne ways it was so great! did i mention it was 93 degrees outside??? YIKES! brb back ne ways on the way home it was miserable. the bus had no air conditioning and the windows were cealed so u couldnt open them! everyone was dying from the heat and my throat got so dry! well ill write about the next day tonight k? byebye for nowsys!

-Hannah

okies im back! where was i? o yea! the next day it was pretty bad cus all my friends had tanning lines and sunburn lines from the day before and u could see them when they wore their dance dressed but it was ok. my friend courtney had this really cool tan line on her back that looked like a comet so it matched the theme for the dance. courtneys date was justin schenk and i wasnt that happy about it cus i knew he would be hanging with us and he dint seem to like me that much. i knew he dint like me cus he was always mean to me for some reason and so i was expecting him to be mean at the dance but surprisingly he wasnt! after the dance we went to a resturaunt(porta va llarta) and i actually had a conversation with him. i thought"wow! he doesnt hate me after all!" i dont know why he was mean to me before cus i dint do net hing to him but he ended up being a really cool dude. at hte movies he had his hand down courtneys shirt! i cant say "aww how sweet" but i can say congrats to court cus shes happy lol 🙂 just dont go too far court if ur readin this! lol. well ne ways yea all weekend after friday i was sick sick SICK and i hated it. on sunday we got a new kitten and its addorable! we havent named it yet tho. probably somethin with an m cus theres an m on its forhead. monday was the last day of school and i had the rest of my friends and ppl i know sign my yearbook. then we got out at 10:30 am and we were free! there was a drama party at my house afterwards that lasted like forever and liz and megan stayed till 1am then i went to bed.

 

TODAY

today i had reeses peanut butter puffs for breakfast and then i watched tv. then adriel called and then i went to get a facial at the salon while my sis and her friend went down town. then my mom took me to subway and i got 2 rounds. then i came home and chatted on the comp, had dinner, talked to wayne on the phone,watched music videos, and then ate another bowl of cereal, watched more music videos, and came on here 🙂 how fun! well thats it for now. byebye for nowsys!

-Hannah Banana

a time to contemplate

Saturday, June 18, 2005

 

my horoscope for today

It’s a good day for hunkering down in a cafe with a good book or your journal. Try to get a window seat so that you can watch everyone go by. Anything could spark your imagination today

my love horoscope for today
If you’re contemplating making your move, look at the details. Are they looking for the same things you are? Ask your best friend what they think and make your decision by the end of today.

well the first one is really accurate. today i am in an imaginative laid back mood. i havent written in here for so long because i havent allowed myself any alone time. my home is always a come and go home where people are always here. well most of the time. so today im taking time for me to do what i want. and i want to start writing more again because it releases so much stress. after this im going to clean my room , then sit down with my romance novel. any way i havent seen or heard from mike in a long time, but we are still keepin in touch. hes an awesome dude.ive gone to lots of parties but only got drunk once. that was with some guys i met on myspace named aj and joel. i went with my friends to their party and it was really fun! they are really fun to talk to and im glad i met them ^_^. any way, tony came to see me. i was really really excited because I liked him.(even though i didnt want a relationship with him) but the longer he was here, the more i came to dislike him. he reminded me too much of my dad, but worse. a really caring loving family guy and very attractive, but too touchy with little boundaries. he was not polite either.  every family is different and when you go to another familys household you should at least try to do things their way or try to adapt to be polite. at his home he never sat down to dinner with his family. it didnt make him comfortable. but when my mom made us a home cooked meal and we sat down together at dinner like we always do, he goes and eats alone in the kitchen. you dont do that when someone took the time to make you something nice. no matter what your used to you still need to be polite. its not that big of a deal. he was way too opinionated for me. pointing out every little thing he didnt like about me and what he thought i should change. they were little things too, but they bothered him. too many things bothered him, that bothered me. i told him that maybe he should think about why certain things about me bother him and that maybe he should just try to change to accept my flaws instead of wanting to change me, because im not changing for anyone. he talked as if he knew everything. as if he ws always right. or that only his point of view was right.  he assumed too much about me that wasnt true. he thought he knew me really well, but he doensnt. he made the wrong judgments. at prom he was distant. didnt smile, didnt say i looked nice, had his back turned towards me, didnt behave during getting our proffessional pictures, walked ahead of me instead of with me, didnt wait for me ,didnt acknowledge me, etc. i spent over 100 dollars on him. that was a terrible night. i got really sick and went to bed being sad and angry. then he invites all of my friends to stay in his room with him and hang out all night. what a doosh. flirting with all of my friends and telling me he thinks they are hott. well thats certainly something id like to hear. then when i talk to him about how he hurt me and how much of a bad time i had the night before and that maybe if he wasnt having a good time he should leave early, he tells me its my fault for not being able to read him. for not considering that he misses his family and stuff. well yea i know he missed his family but it was his choice to come see me and he could have put his personal matters away for that one night so we could both have fun. the point of him coming was to go to prom with me and he didnt even want to. he told me i pissed him off because i was angry with him. well i was angry with him because of the way he treated me! even my friends told him he was an ass, but he had to be right, just defended himself. a few days later he said he was sorry if he hurt me or made me sad in any way while he was here. so im guessing that was his apology. but ooh he was just pissing me off. i really liked him and i kept telling myself that he wasnt himself and the part of him i knew in kodiak was still there, but i really was getting to know the real him. even though there were so many things i didnt like about him, i was attracted to him and i was lonely and i wanted the attention from him. i mistaked those feelings of need for liking him. when he left today, i realized i was so relieved that he was gone, and i realized i couldnt stand him while he was here! he drained me! i think we might stay friends but nothing will ever be more than that ever. i dont know how i could ever have a relationship with someone who has such different views and someone who isnt willing to compromise for anythything. sigh, man im getting all my anger and frustration out. i really feel dumb for tellin him i liked him when i realize i really dont. he will know. ill let him know. man this is why i get to know guys for a long time because sooner or later they cant be fake anymore. their real personality comes out and you either accept it or just cant.  i hope he finds a girl who can love him for his flaws as well. and i hope someday ill find someone who loves me for everything including my flaws. personally i dont think being afraid of scary rides or spiders is a flaw. he told me fear is a flaw that i need to overcome and it will just hold me down. whatever man. if it bothers you so much that im afraid of spiders and such, go away. i can be afraid of something if i want to. i dont think theres anything wrong with me. yea i know what i need to work on. not interupting and listening more, and so on, but they arent huge things. i learn more about myself each day. but i dont need someone on my back about it.  the moral of this story, looks only get you so far.
well my sisters friends debbis and marina are coming to visit. that should be fun.
catcha lata

hannah

 

soooo

 
Wednesday, June 18, 2008

 

after turning in one application after another i finally got a call from…..THE BOWLING ALLEY BAR! YES! that was the very first application i turned in because

it was my first choice of jobs! I was called in for an interview that went pretty well ! no sue (the manager)  won’t bring me behind the bar just yet, but she is willing to hire me and train me as a cocktail waitress. she said if she sees i do good with that then she might think about moving me into the bar by august  😀

i know that she liked me because really all she was looking for was a barback for saturday and sunday nights, and she had already hired 3 new people for cocktail waitressing, but she told me she would make room on the schedule for me anyway and give me a call! she still wanted to try me out ^_^ YAY! and then once i get behind the bar, work there for a while and get trained, I will be able to get hired wherever I want! I am so excited! This will be my first time with 2 jobs, but I know I will be fine ^_^

on another good note, ive actually been getting some hours in the last week! i worked monday, wednesday, thursday, friday, and sat and then yesterday and today also at mccormick woods! which has really thrown my gym schedule off but I will just have to go whenever i am able to. alrighty well im outies!