happy birthday to muah

It became my birthday an hour and a half ago and I really don’t feel any different. It’s just another day. I’m not too fond of becoming older anymore. First it was YAY 16! Then YAY 18! Then YAY 20! and now it’s….OHh GOD IM ALREADY 22!? FUCK!

 There just doesn’t seem to be enough time in a year anymore! *takes a few gulps of her ,now cold, chamomile tea*
ah…

I got a few texts and some comments on facebook and myspace right after midnight which was cool. I feel so lucky to have so many people in my life that actually care about me. I mean really truly sincerely care. That makes me very happy ^_^.Oh gosh I’m starting to tear up 😛 AHH lol but really I never want to take them for granted. There are so many out there who don’t have someone they can truly call their best friend and it saddens me to think of that.

God has blessed me with so many best friends who make me laugh, check up on me to see how im doing, let me talk and talk and talk forever about whatever is bothering me at the time and really listen to me, etc….and they all ultimately make me feel valued. 🙂 I just hope they feel I do the same for them!

Alrighty I’m tired. Time for bed. I shall write more in here at the end of the day! Bye for now diary!

later: alrighty, I woke up around 10:30ish and my mom comes in to talk to me. I stretch and say "Hm I wonder how many things I can get for free today?!"

My mom looks at me and goes "Huh? What do you mean? What is today?"

I couldn’t believe it…my own mother, the woman who carried me for 9 months, who gave birth to me and has never forgotten any one of my birthdays…..forgot

"ITS MY BIRTHDAY!"

she goes "OH SHIT"

So she emediatley calls my brother and I call my sister (Whos birthday she also forgot this year) to tell her what happened because I know it would make her feel better lol
She laughed.

I guess the older you get the more it’s like "Oh they have their own life, I don’t need to be worrying about them so much" Eh I’m sure that’s not the case, but is it a coincedence that 3 other people I talked to told me that their mothers first forgot their birthday when they turned 22?

Any who, I decided the best thing to do that day would be to go to the spa! It’s a 30 dollar value and I could get in for free! My mom decided to pay for my best friend Megan to go with me and call that her birthday gift. I didn’t get anything because earlier this year my mom got me the boots I had been pining for. Very expensive boots, and so she warned me it was my early birthday present. Didn’t bother me 😉

Funny though….I didn’t even eat CAKE on my birthday! I just realized that! The first year I didn’t have cake. I did however go out to dinner with a bunch of my friends at a place called Indochine in Tacoma for a small celebration and that was very nice 🙂

One of the waiters was soooooo cute! He had this fuzzy short touseled hair, dark skin and dark eyes. I knew he was either Italian or spanish. I was drinking a Jade martini and was feeling a little courageous so I kept asking him questons to get his attention lol. I think he knew I was flirting because he would smile and lean in very close to me when pointing at the menu and talking to me. When he left my friend Jen was like HANNAH! I SAW THAT! What do you think you’re doing! That guy looks like he could be 17!

I shook my head, no way, at least 18, which is completely legal. 😀 lol

Any who I had a fun birthday!