goodbye my almost lover

i guess i got what was coming to me in the end… …

it’s true…you n ever know what you could of had until its gone….and if you keep pushing someone away…it’t not like you should expect them to have the same strength they had before…to run back  to those same arms… no, there is no way i could expect that to be easy for anyone.. ..but i had to hope, i had to try. i couldn’t just watch the person that means so much to me, disappear without telling them the truth,

but i guess i was just way too late…..

if i keep doing this to every person that come’s into my life….if i keep doing this to myself… i will always be alone.

im hopeless