oh geees

so the only flight i could find that was available for me to get on standby was one at 7:15am and all of the airporters were full so my mom has to take me at 4am. thing is i thought id have all my packing done before 1am and id get some sleep, but the laundry is taking FOREVER. and so here i am with an hour and a half of sleep time left before i have to go and im waiting for my fucking dryer to dry my fucking clothes…..i just know that im totally ruining everything ive worked for towards getting my sleep schedule back on track, but oh wells. my fault for not doing my laundry yesterday. i make things so convenient for myself! urg. and i forgot to get my birth control today SHIT. ill have to remind myself to get it first thing when i get to cali. along with my add meds. man.

so i couldnt decide which shoes to bring so security will have fun going through my whole carryone full of JUST SHOES lol. i have to get extra screening whenever i use standby, its just the procedure done to anyone who gets  a ticket the day before they get on a flight. just for precautions. tomorrow…..breakfast….then sleep at rachels. aaaahhhh sleeeeeeep.