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its past 2am…..and im still up. this has become a reoccuring problem with me. i need to stop messing around on the computer at night and just go to bed! its like a constant pattern that just naturally happens! around 9 i sit down to watch any shows i recorded on tivo, then i check myspace, my opendiary, and facebook and chat with friends on messenger. and i go to bed way too late. i get up around 11ish or so. but still should be getting more sleep and taking better care of myself……but its like…i just CANT go to bed early! i wonder if this is something thats just engraved in my brain or if its another ocd thing that i have….sigh. oh wells. im hitting the hay now.
You can get in a vicous cycle of getting up late, and then staying up late. It used to happen to me in the school holidays the most. Your entry just reminded me of it. Nice diary btw, but I always feel the need to read all of every diary I come acorss, which, in your case, may take a while.
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i know what you mean, i’m still up and it’s past 3 i just cant go to sleep, damn. living with lovely scars, anonymous
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These days it seems like the whole world is loosing sleep.
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I’d say you’re just used to doing all of those things in a short amount of time. I go to bed around midnight after I check my OD a million times.
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Oh and thanks for the nice notes. I did say some mean things about her stuff fown there but it was the truth and why our sex life wasn’t that great at least for me anyways.
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I read this really good book at Barnes & Noble called The Breakup Repair Kit and it helped but then I fel back down the stairs and here I am, broken again but not as bad as before.
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Also why would someone leave you? You’re pretty and you seem really cool from what I’ve read in your diary. You’re like my ex-friend Hannah but she said we didn’t click because I didn’t make a move on her at the movies and she’s a baptist. She’s mean.
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I stay up late all the time too.. But wake up earlier than 11.. I think it is a college thing. I need to do better too. I haven’t been sleeping much lately because of soo much school work! Gah
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Hey, thanks for your note. Yeah, it’s my foot. It’s not a tattoo though. I just drew on the faces. I don’t know where I got the idea from haha. I draw different faces every day. My toes show my mood now. -nicole
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I empathize. Sometimes it seems like I will never get my body clock set back on central time, and it is indeed a vicious cycle. I have found that warm milk, cliché though it be, actually does a bit of good helping me to sleep.
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RYN – In think it is a good sign in a relationship if you don’t have to live in each others pockets.
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