i got my phone back! plus valentines day thoughts

I GOT MY PHONE BACK! 😀 *jumps for joy*  ok ok not the one i lost but a new one, and yea it still really bums me out that i didnt get it back because it had so many cool videos and pictures on it….but this new phone is cooler anyways so yea. sigh. i felt lost without it! like a piece of me was gone! ok wow im such a loser….maybe it was good that my cell phone and i had some space so that i realized how much i missed it and that i cant do without it! lol how sad.

so im still working on getting peoples phone numbers which is so frustrating since i didnt take the time to remember peoples phone numbers by heart. so now i cant contact a lot of people because they havent called or messaged me back on myspace or facebook so that i know their stinkin number! ARG. and i have to find pizza hut and novus and kimms teriyaki and the pet stores number again….lol

so any who, valentines day is coming up….and usually its valentines day shmalentines day…..i mean, i dont have anyone so why bother. ive never had a good valentines day since elementary school! where everyone was positive they were going to get a valentine because every kid would make a cool looking valentine box in class and then every kid would bring valentines to put in the boxes! everyone was happy!

and then middle school and highschool came with their stupid carnations and crush cans and other things you could buy and send secretly to the person you liked during class that day or to your significant other at the time….and of course every valentines day that person would come in and every girl in the class would sit straight up in their seats hoping that one of the flowers or whatever was for them. including me, and i never got one. ok ok im not saying poor me or whatever and i dont expect you to feel sorry for me but man that sucks!

it sucks to have nobody on valentines day. its like a big FUCK YOU to all the single people out there. well…maybe there should be a holiday ONLY for those who are lonely, or single, or independent! i have no idea what id call it though…..loney single independent people day?

ok yea thats lame…but dont worry ill think of a better one.

well, if you cant beatem…joinem! so thats what im doing! i am sending out valentines this year! yesiree! that makes me feel a little better i suppose. i mean i dont have a special someone but valentines day isnt just about couples, its about sharing love. and so im going to share the love with all the people who are closest to me ^_^

i picked out spongebob and some animal valentines. oh yea.

haha. alright well its late im hittin the hay.

hanny