super oober long entry! ak trip!

yup, I dont know, I’ve just been in this stage where i was too lazy and didn’t feel like writing anything! although i do have so much to write about. and this time i will have so much fun doing it because there is nothing better than writing about the juicy stuff  in every single detail and having nobody know about it except for me. well and "you know who you are" 😉

but for now ill write about all the other exciting things that i havent written down! cant leave anything out. im going to looking back at this i know! and i dont want to forget!

now lets seee……ah yes i guess the next thing id be talking about is megan and my alaska trip!
omg it was the greatest! first of all i was so happy to see wayne. he has always been my closest guy friend and hopefully always will be! i can always count on him to be there when i need him ^_^  and then i saw tony and charissa "chris" and the franquelin family and the fialas "except for wendy and debbie because they couldnt make it to kodiak earlier" i even ran into daylynne wall, jaron steele, and bryan gilbert! lol man i didnt even remember until then that i kissed him at maggies birthday party so long ago when we played truth or dare! lol wow. he looked so different! all buff and a strong jawline and a marine! wow.

any who our first night in anchorage we stayed at waynes friend stevens house because we got trashed haha. yea yea i know…..but i hadny been drunk since the summer and i thought eh why not. plus now wayne knows what im like when im drunk so he can warn people haha. poor megan got so sick! i felt bad for her! wayne didnt tell us because he forgot but his friend steven is an angry drunk… i mean he was being such a jerk to me! and then later on i realized its probably because i was talking about boys and he was mad because he wasnt going to get laid that night haha. *shrugs* what a guy! i think the funniest thing that happened that night was when waynes other friend "i dont remember his name" ran out naked in front of everyone! i covered my eyes so i didnt see his weiner but i was laughin so hard haha i couldnt believe he did that! and he was 100% sober!!!! his girlfriend made him do it i guess? either way it was hilarious. i love spontaneous people like that! they make life so much more interesting! waynes friend nicolie was really funny. he was random and giving us high fives and just sayin silly stuff. he was pretty cool i liked him ^_^ all in all a fun/interesting/angry night lol.

the next day we saw a moose! probably nothing new for wayne but definitely for us! we were like 8 feet away from it! i couldnt believe it! its on my cell cus i didnt have my camera with me. then wayne , tony, megan and i all went to see i am legend. it wasnt really scary but it had a lot of parts that made me yell and jump and stuff. i think i was the only one in the theater who did that haha.

the day we got to kodiak it was the first snowfall and there was about half a foot! i was so excited because i thought for sure that kodiak wouldnt have snow in december but sure enough! it felt like it was there just for our arrival! everything was so beautiful just as i remembered it! It felt so good to just walk off that plane and see that little airport. i started thinking about all the years i would sit at that window as a little girl watching my dad go on the plane and then watch as the plane returned again. and then the day when all of my friends watched as i left and i was in tears. and now i keep re-living all these ghost memories. just seeing the streets and houses, and shops that have never left after all these years. and seeing how much has changed or been replaced. all of the trees by my old house are gone. which is kind of a shame, but at least people across the street have a better view now. i wonder if that ups the value of those houses? either way i guess the guy who bought the property next to my old house is building there so yea.  i was shocked to also find out that the roads all the way out to white sands were paved! its just crazy how much things change in 20 years. sigh. at least the little candy store treats and cards is still there. since i was a baby! lol i wonder if it will be there still when i have kids? i know for sure that i want to own a house on kodiak someday so that i can return whenever i please. hmm.

so waynes family took megan and i in. it was so nice of them ^_^ they are like my second family away from home. its crazy how much waynes siblings have grown too! and his older sister has a child and is about to have more! i remember when she used to give me rides home from middle school when she was in highschool and i thought "wow im so cool hanging out with waynes older sister" haha. those were the days. her daughter "waynes neice" is named cindia and she is soooo cute! the cutest most adorable baby ever!

so i showed my friend megan around down town. we went into normans gifts and the treasury. we also went to henrys with bryan and his friend sarah! you know , i swear i remember henrys sundaes having brownies but they said they never had brownies in their sundaes…hmmm. still 8 dollars is a bit much for just ice cream and hot fudge dontcha think? eh its an island they can charge what they want i guess.

the next day i showed megan the buoy swing and then me her and wayne went to lunch at the power house for sushi with robin and marina! there was a deck overlooking the water outside the restaurant and sitting right on the edge of the railing were two big bald eagles! i mean we saw them everywhere "i warned megan they were like crows in kodiak" (we actually saw 20 in one tree that day!)  but here they were sooo freakin close! it was unbelievable!  after lunch we went to near island where i once again carved my name into the wood at the lookout  and then we went to watch robins husband young in the basketball playoffs for the kodiak league. thats where i saw jaron. i couldnt just not say anything so i went over and said hi. lol he is still the same.

megan and i left a day early to anchorage so that we could get on the standby list for juneau earlier in the morning. we stayed with tony. it was really cool that we got one more day so that i could spend time with maggie nad chris! maggie ended up not being able to hang out because of work and things she had to do which really dissapointed me but i understood once she and i talked. but chris was able to hang so i was very happy to see her! she has changed soooo much! i mean wow. gorgeous! not that you were ugly before chris but you know what i mean 😉 i wont go into details. but yea it was so great seeing her. i definitely feel like i can just be myself with her, even though its been so many years it just feels like yesterday. i miss her a lot. 🙁 i was really sad that i didnt get to see adriel but i understood. it was icy and snowy and i wouldnt have wanted him to drive in that. i know we will see eachother someday anyways so yea.

megan ended up getting a bad migrain so she wasnt able to go and meet chris! it was such a shame but im sure she will meet her someday. so chris tony and i went to go see sweeny todd. it wasnt like watching a movie at all, just like watching a broadway play (which is what it actually is so duh) . it was morbid  and depressing but interesting also. i liked it but i wasnt wowed or anything. id say go see it though.

Seeing tony was so great! especially since the last time i saw him…it didnt go too well. i was interested in seeing how different this time would be. i mean i know we had talked on the phone and on web cam and stuff for almost a year after that event, but i still just wanted to see how he really was in person. and believe me i was impressed. im very impressed with myself as well actually with how much ive changed since the last time i saw him. and the change was definitely for the better.  antonio has such a nice place too! and he paid for it all himself. he’s doing well. im proud of him.im really starting to like him…a lot. ^_^ and thats all im sayin in this entry other than the fact that he will be visiting me soon! im so excited! ok so any who…eh hem…

mr fiala baked cookies for megan and i before we left…..4 dozens! or maybe even more than that haha. they were allll eaten though! very very good! yum yum! that box of cookies was opened 3 times before we got home because of all the extra screening "since our tickets were standby". kinda sucked that we were stuck in juneau for 9 hours tho tryin to get home to seattle…..sigh. we couldnt get on the previous flight which would have gotten us home around 9. but instead we got home at 11:40. well landed at least. we made the 12:10 airporter and i got home around 2ish. on CHRISTMAS lol. i definitely had to put a front up to have all the smiles and energy for guests that day because really i just wanted to stay in my room and sleep. i felt soooo shitty. ugh haha.

ok so yea that was pretty much a quick summary of my alaska trip! phew! next time i think ill just do an entry for every day instead of having to do such a long one!