my mind is robbing the cradle

i dont mind working really. but why do they always have to schedule me on an evening shift one day and then a morning shift the very next? if it was a morning shift, and then another morning shift, thats great! but on evening shift i usually get to bed finally around midnight and then have to be there anytime from 8:30-to 10:00am and it sucks! im NOT a morning person people! ugh. oh wells. more money for me 😛

so i like all the people i work with now. and i realize that tyler  really is a nice person, he just has a stick up his ass most of the time. thing is….i realized why i always act dumb around him and cant focus on my work when hes around…its cus im attracted to him! i mean…and hes 17 years old! god! im so disgusted with myself! but whenever he comes around to help me or talk to me i do something dumb and he looks at me  like "and shes been working here for almost 2 years? is she stupid?" grrr. i just tell him oh yea i forgot that cus im tired or make little excuses, but really if he just left me alone to do my job i would do it fine!
 
damn you sexy attractive high school boys that look like men and have great bodies……it makes me feel like im already old…..