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so yesterday i talked with eric for 2 hours and he made me laugh! it was very refreshing to have a nice convorsation with someone about anything other than how our days went or how work was or about problems in our lives. we just….talked! I havent had a guy make me laugh in a long time ^_^. so the coolest thing that i found out is that….eric is also a virgin! i dont know if he wants to till he is married or not but I think that is cool that hes waiting for the right person. i dont think finding a hot virgin guy is an easy thing to do! so im wondering if thats just a coincedence, or theres some weird stuff going on….. either way it makes me so much more comfortable to go hang out with him. we are going to the drive in on saturday and its strictly just hanging out. not a date! he doesnt even know if hes ready for a relationship either, he just was attracted to me and i was attracted to him, so we’re just seeing if there really is a connection or not *shrugs*. trevor doesnt need to know about this unless i end up having feelings for him. thats our agreement. if i end up not having any sort of connection with eric then ill just stick with trevor. im really in a lucky situation ^_^
when i told eric about trevor and i he got really jealous lol not jealous because another guy got to do stuff with me, but because i could have my cake and eat it too! i mean yea, its cool that i have someone i can be physical with and have no commitment too! pretty sweet i must say. its weird to think though, that after being with trevor for such a long time, i can talk so much easier to a total stranger! trevor and i never talk about anything other than work, how our day went, or whatever is stressing us out at the time. i still love him as a person though. he has a big heart ^_^
im excited for saturday!
Hanny