my island is in a movie!

because tomorrow, i will not be able to have my iced caramel machiatto or anything else as a matter of fact for the rest of the day because my whole face will be numb and i will feel like a chipmunk. even so, i will still be going to work at 5. the swelling will have gone down a bit by then im sure. i just hope i dont have to talk to anyone and sound funny, or drool at all. ugh, im grimacing at the thought of that gross pink "yummy tasting" numbing stuff in my mouth, and my shots……uuuuuuggghhhh. the dentist also said i should get my wisdon teeth out, but the thing is, i dont want to! my dad never got his out and hes 50 and feeling fine! he feels theres no need for me to have to get them out unless i really have to and that the dentists just want more money. i dont know, but id rather not get them out. too much wil have been done to my mouth in just a year already! my gums finally stopped bleeding today, thats good, seeing that they will probably start bleeding again tomorrow. *sigh* right now im gorging on chocolate chunk ice cream before i go blow dry my hair and go to trevors. hmm lets see…

current time: 9:25 pm

current look :if my camera was charged id reluctantly put a picture of me right now on here, but its not. i have no makeup, my face is red, and i have dark circles under my eyes. you really would not recognize me without makeup (ive had people tell me its scary the transformation i go through)

current clothes: my faveorite thermal. a white long sleeved one with little red cherries all over it and my 8 dollar jeans that i got from a second hand store that everyone thinks are from abercrombie and fitch (haha  so good) oh and my cool brown belt with flower prints cut out of it. and bongo pumps

yea i cant think of anything else to say right now. OH! gosh i know im making this so long but i almost forgot

for anyone who hasnt heard (look at my beginning entries) i am originally from kodiak alaska! i lived there for 14 years of my life and absolutely adore it and miss my home 🙁 so of course when i heard that the movie the gaurdian was being shot on kodiak (of course because it has the biggest coast gaurd base in the world!) i flipped! all of my friends back home told me ashton kutcher was there a year ago and i didnt believe them, but now im like WOW! i went and saw it yesterday (first day in theatres) and it was just great to see my home in a movie! the place i grew up in ^_^ im so proud! since kodiak island has one of the smallest theaters i have ever seen, i know that the gaurdian will probably be showed there longer then the titanic was ! (3 months) so yea, everyone go see it. rep yo city!
goodnight!
p.s
its cool because growing up there, during school we were taken to the pool each year to be trained in survival suits.how to move in them and get in life rafts and how to perform cpr. we also got to watch the coast gaurds drop from the helicopters doing a mock rescue. man i miss kodiak 🙁