im 19! yadda yadda

so yea my birthday was on the 14th. its not really important to me to do something big and exciting anymore. its still nice to have the people im closest to around for cake and ice cream…or fondue in this case! haha. yea we had some fondue. and then i went off to work ^_^. sigh. im 19 hmm. heres a looksee at my last 2 birthday entries

my eighteenth birthday
OMG, well, since new years ive really wanted to start dating. I really think dating will make me feel more in control of my life and make me happier. I thought malorys cousin would ask me on a date, but i guess he changes his mind. but then something really cool happened yesterday on MEGANS BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! YOUR 18 AND TOMORROW I WILL BE TOO! I LOVE YOU!yea i still have to buy her a present this weekend. but ne who on her b-day i looked at my facethejury account cus i hadnt looked at it in a while, and saw that i had a message from a guy i put on my faveorites. so i opened it and it said "hey, would you like to go out sometime? i know this is random but i havent gone on a date in 2 years and i think im ready now. im hoping to hear back from ya" peace and love -silas so yea, wow. i have never been asked out before, not like on a real date or ne thing. and it was so weird cus he asked just when i was thinkin i was ready to date too! and hes 20! thank god. i dont want to date any of the guys in my highschool. so immature and full of hormones. ne who im not sure yet if this guy was really serious, cus he said he expected me to reply, but he didnt give me his e-mail! and i dont have pro on face the jury so i couldnt reply on that. im just hoping since i have my e-mail posted on there now , that he will get in touch with me so i can say yes! im very excited. well i gotta go pick my sister up from the ferry! bye!
hannah

my seventeenth birthday
Yes today i turned 17 and in the morning i received baloons and chocolates from my mommy and then i got cupcakes from my friend michelle! I really feel 17 too! This weekend im gonna go purchase "my own" rated "R" movie ticket! haha all by myself! lol ok that sounded retarded being all excited about that but hey! Its my first step to being out on my own without a parents consent!   woo hoo! ok well uh yea i dont really have much more to say "actually i cant say any more because my mom says i HAVE to get off the computer"    grrr way to ruin a moment! I guess it will be a while till im old enough to make that decision  
goodnight everyone!

wow, so much has changed…..its weird how many things can change in just one year…friends you think you will have forever grow apart from you, things you say you would never do are done, changing of morals, of decisions, of ideas, of clothes. your favorite shirt can become something you would never wear the next year…isnt life so unpredictable? i love it! and i love looking back at all of this. good memories, even if they are bad memories, because i learned, and ill keep learning!

any who my last day at the sandpiper espresso was yesterday, so now im only working one job at the mcormick woods mary macs restaurant. its busy but fun, and the people i work with are super nice ^_^ im still so shy though, still gettin to know people and all. im glad i have jennifer! jennifer has changed the most out of all of us this past year i think! she used to just be a listener, but now shes voicing her opinions, talkin about boys, being daring! its a jen ive never seen before! i think shes really coming out of her shell and i love it! i can be so much closer to her now that shes opening up more and i dont have to dig to find out who jennifer is ^_^. robin is with us today cus shes headin to kodiak to see her family! its so great to see her, ive always loved being around her! i feel bad though cus she wants to sit and talk and hang and im always on the go! tomorrow i have a day off so im goin shopping with her. that should be fun! i havent shopped in forever. i got lots of gift certificates for christmas but havent used a single one! lol. well hmm i better get goin because im drivin the girls to school tomorrow! latas
Hanny
p.s
aika called me and i was so happy to hear her voice! i miss her and wendy so darn much. it sucks to have the people you love the most so far away from you 🙁