the early halloween party

When you’re feeling grounded — which you should be now — you’re pretty much unstoppable. And when it comes to romance, you’ve got that confident glow that can’t be counterfeited — or matched by anyone.

really, when im in love, im seriously in love, not the kind of love where ill say i love someone and then be dating someone else 2 months later.  no way. i fall hard. and it kinda sucks 😛 i really dont think its easy to find the kind of love i want now days. thats why im hard to match.

any who tonight was the halloween party and it was kinda on the down low side of things. not as many decorations, and not as many people, but the same ammount of food! my sister didnt invite people until 2 days before it, and i didnt invite any people cus i thougth rachel would have tons over and i didnt feel like having an overwelming ammount of people at the house. so i had a few of my closest friends there. it was still fun though because we got all dressed up ^_^. i loooove my shoes! its too bad i cant wear them for just style. any who i get to wear my costume to work tomorrow and on monday so thats cool ^_^. yea there was so much food. rice crispie treats, cupcakes, brownies, cookies, tacos, veggies, candy, and chips. man i feel so sick right now from eatin so much 😛 im turning into a pig. aj and joel came by later to say hi which i thought was really cool ^_^. they are really nice guys even if i dont agree with many of the ways they see things, i like hanging with them ^_^.  its always nice to make new friends. man megan and alis costumes were the best. ali was a naughty alice in wonderland and her boyfriend matched her by being a card! haha. megan dressed in a 50s turqois retro dress with a big blonde wig and a  big pink hat with a feather! they looked awesome! i was kinda dissapointed though cus someone i know from kodiak was supposed to visit me today but she got lost lol. i guess i cant blame her cus shes like me when i first moved here from ak. not sign and exit and highway familiar lol. well i always knew who kevleen clark was but we never really talked until she started hanging with adriel and then i started talkin to her when i met her through him. she was really nice and i enjoyed her company. so when i found out that she moved to renton with her husband and her beautiful new baby boy , i gave her a call and asked if she wanted to come out to the party. but like i said she got lost. if i go to fright fest tomorrow ill be sure to give her a call, or we will hang next weekend . also i was happy today cus adriel called! he never calls at all, i mean even if he doesnt have a phone card he can still call me to ask me to call him back if he wants to talk. but yea he never calls so i was happy that he called today and we talked. it was nice ^_^.  i guess when your best friend is in love you just lose them. wayne and i never talk anymore since he got a girlfriend, and now its adriel. sigh. well im gettin tired so i think im goin to head off to bed. goodnight!
hanny