god, i thought men werent supposed to play games?
my horoscopes for yesterday and today
yesterday
You’re like the little engine that could, trundling forward into your romantic future with a spirit that’s remarkable to behold. Others may be getting derailed, but you’re staying on track and watching your caboose.
today
Get ready for your personal harvest festival. Stuff you put into motion, romantically speaking, bears fruit now — even things you may have given up on quite some time ago. Gather it up in your love basket!
ok so lately all the men who have been in my life, in any way romantic, are pissing me off. guys think its mostly the girls who like to play mind games, and yea its true, the majority of girls do that, BUT I DONT. i am blunt and to the truth, even if its brutal. its just better that way. but i seem to find MEN who like to play mind games.
Adriel-
broke my heart over a year ago, but still likes to tell me to download some of his faveorite songs that say things like " i miss you" and" i never should have let you go " and "just know i still love you no matter who im with" its like WTF are you tryin to say man? hes been with his girlfriend for over a year. what game is he tryin to play? god
Ben- i ask him on a date and he doesnt flirt with me at all. he doenst even say i look nice or anything! then after i stop talkin to him he starts sayin im beautiful and giving me little comments and stuff. gees. well im over that.
Ryan- megans cousin, attractive guy whom i met at megans sisters wedding. he messages me on myspace askin to hang out and then he gives me a few calls on my cell. so we hang out, and have a great time. he puts his arm around me, we talk about everything! we seem to have a lot in common and he keeps telling me how im such great company and keeps talkin about all the things we should do and that we should go on a date, etc, etc, etc. he even cuddles with me when we go home to watch a movie! flirty flirt flirt WHATEVER. the guy never calls or messages me again. i barely even knew the guy so i wasnt dissapointed that much, but it just pissed me off that he would act like he liked me even though he knew he didnt want to see me again. its like he was just tryin to make me feel good to be nice or something? he could of at least acted the way he actually felt if he didnt really want to see me again. a guy shold not make a girl think hes gonna call her and go on a date with her if hes not. he should be honest, LIKE ME. brutally honest. its best that way and i dont mind it one bit.
AJ- man what a weird guy. i started talkin to this kid when i added him as a friend on myspace. he and his brother joel started talkin to me and they became my friends! really cool guys. im really attracted to AJ, but hes a nympho pretty much. all he ever talked about was who he wanted to have sex with, and all the girls he had been "hanging out" with. he said he didnt have female friends and that he only hung out with girls he had sex with or wanted to have sex with. so i said " oh, so im not your friend, your just hanging out with me because you want to have sex with me?" and he said no thats not the only reason, and i was like ok then if im not your friend then what am i? and he came up with something that didnt even answer my question. then he talks about how hes never willing to have to sacrifice anything in a relationship and that no virgins are a rule, when suddenly hes all over me at the show last night, telling me hes liked me and wanted to be more than friends and start goin on dates and stuff. ok first of all you told me that you wouldnt go for virgins, and you wouldnt be giving up anything. so if u were with me you would have to give up sex. i dunno he just thinks hes able to get whatever he wants, but he doenst understand that he wont get what he wants from me, which is sex before marriage. and he says to me"what if i want more?" and i say "i thought you dont change your rules?" and he said "well maybe i will change them" and blah de blah. i think hes a bullshitter because hes telling me everything the exact opposite of what he told me before! he just wants in my pants. but damn that guy is cute. i wish i knew what he really was like.
i want a real guy who will tell me what hes lookin for , waht he wants, what are his boundaries are, and not be a hypocrit the next minute, suddenly saying the exact opposite! it doesnt make me trust them more because i no longer know whats real about him! ugh men men MEN. why do they have to be so complicated?