im smiling more ^_^

yesterdays horoscope:Some romantic change (the kind for the better) is a distinct possibility at the moment, but first you’ve got to handle the situation as it stands. Deal with the old in order to make plenty of inviting space for the new.

todays horoscope:A conflict between work and your social life could emerge now, and you most definitely want it all. Use your shrewdness — you can bend the situation your way, and come out ahead of the game and having fun.

ok, so i met megans cousins ryan at her sisters wedding, and hes a cutie! after that he messaged me  a few times on myspace askin when we could hang, but i was kinda busy. he also called and talked to me on the phone bit ^_^. then for a few days i didnt hear from him so i thought maybe he wasnt interested anymore, but yesterday when i was at work, my cell rang and it was him! he asked me if i wanted to hang out after i got off and so i agreed. i didnt know that it would just be him and me :-s. when i got home from work i realized megan and cara were at the hilary duff concert at the puyallup fair! i started to freak cus the last few times i hung out with a guy alone, there was lots of awkward silence and everything was just boring! i didnt want there to be awkward silence and i didnt want him to think i was boring because theres nothing to do around here. i was expecting him to be boring and quiet because the last 2 guys i hung out with were like that. but he was already on his way so there was nothing i could do. i rushed around and picked up as many things as i could and tidy’d up a bit. then i re-did my makeup and got into some jeans just before he pulled into our parking lot! phew. i was kinda glad he lived so far away, then i had plenty of time to get ready ^_^. so yea he came in and gave me a hug , and then i gave him a tour of the main part of our home. then he said " hmm i wonder what your room looks like?" i was like NO you cant see it! and he said" well its megans room too and since shes my cousin i get to see it" and he ran upstairs with me right behind him. ugh, i was so embarrrassed! my half of the room was soooo messy! he just laughed thought and said he was a messer as well. any who we went back downstairs and decided to play some pool. i had mentioned long lake park earlier in our convorsation, so he asked if i wanted to go and i said sure ^_^. so we went and he pushed me on the swings and we talked a lot. then we went for a short walk to the dock and down this trail. i thought it would be boring but i was actually enjoying his company ^_^. he held a good convorsation, asked me questions so that i wasnt the only one talking, had a sense of humor, etc. i wasnt bored at all and there was no awkward silence! i felt really comfortable around him. we had a lot of the same views on relationships and people as well! it was so nice to converse with someone who knew exactly what i was talking about! and it was just so nice to finally have one on one company wiht a guy and not be bored out of my mind. it was nice ^_^. ok now heres the but, the big flaw, the one thing i dont like so far……he SMOKES. gosh why him?  im like the biggest anti smoker out there! my motto has always been "i aint kissin no ash tray". if i dated him i couldnt make fun of smokers any more! ugh that sucks. he only smoked once while he was wiht me at the park and i didnt say anything. but i think next time im going to ask him if he can smoke before we hang out becaues i dont like people smoking around me. i just cant handle that :-S. any way at the end of the day i was all smiles. i had a really fun time. i dont like him , i mean how could i? i barely know him! all i know is that i really would like to see him again soon. its so weird who can pop into your life one day and the next? haha. ok laters people.
hannah