happy birthday mommy! i love you so much

mysingles love  horoscope for today:

Integrity is important to you — yours and theirs. Don’t let anyone sell you short on affairs of the heart. Speak up for yourself if you feel you’re being taken advantage of.

well that is really true! if i feel im being mistreated in any way, ill always speak up for myself to that person. im not afraid and i have a lot of self respect for myself. its no use stuffing things down and not letting that person learn its not right to treat people that certain way.

so yea today is my mommys birthday! she doesnt read this but  yea happy birthday mom! i made her a card ( its kinda started to be a tradition) it had a white outside with cut out hearts that i pasted cloth patterns in. the inside of the card is purple with red hearts on the edges and a white paper in the middle with a special note from me ^_^. I dont know what i would do without my mom. shes sacrificed everything for me. she doesnt really have a life because she bases it on us. all she has ever done is support me and im so greatful to have that support. im really going to need it right now as i start out in the big world by myself. yesterday i got my licence, and today i drove by myself for the first time! i was scared, i didnt think id be but i was! there was nobody beside me telling me what to do or making sure i didnt make any mistakes. but after i got out of the driveway i calmed down and it was really nice! i went to get a hair trim, then i got shampoo and conditioner at fred myers, and then i went to get a mouse for my snake.it was a beautiful sunny day today too ^_^. its been really nice lately. when i got home my mom and my friends were making a black forest cake for her birthday, and they told me all of us girls were having a girls dinner night at olive garden!  it was me, ali, megan, cara, courtney, and netosha. sadly liz had to leave earlier today so she wasnt  there. but it was soo fun! we havent ever gone out to dinner just us girls so it was so nice. we laughed and laughed and talked and talked. i really embarrassed myself because i hadnt taken my stratera so i was really spacy. the waiter asked me if i wanted cheese on my pasta and i said yes and she kept goin with the cheese and i didnt know she told me when to tell her to stop and i wasnt paying attention lol. so my friends were like uuuuuh hannah? and i looked up and asked "when is my salad going to be here?" lol i had a huge pile of cheese on my plate, but oh well! the cheesier the better! then when the waiter came with the bowls of salad, he set one in front of me , and since i had ordered a seperate ceasar salad i said, "whoah! i didnt remember them being this big! i thought they came on a plate?" i really believed it was mine lol. my friends were laughing really hard and were like uuuhh yea hannah like you could eat all of that! tats not yours! haha we laughed so hard. then when they delivered our food i asked when my salad was going to be there. when they finally came with it, i was already so full from my food and breadsticks! i turned to netosha and said "i was so eager to get this, i embarrassed myself, acted impatient, and now (when i was talkin i was flinging my fork around and a big plop of salad dropped onto the floor)….i do that!" netosha was laughin so hard which got me to laughing and we all laughed. i havent laughed so hard like that in a long while. ali almost peed her pants she said haa. we were talkin about farts and peeing and poop stories and so forth. im sure ppl around us thought we were really rude but i was having so much fun! and the waiter really liked us. he was really nice but so quiet! he mumbled a lot and i could barely hear what he was saying. he had a lot of sweat all over his face too. *shrugs* anyway yea. after that ali and netosha  had to go but court, cara, megan and i went to the tatto parlor to look at tattoos for cara. (she wants to get one!). when we got there we heard huge booming sounds that sounded like somthin between thunder and gun shots! we were really scared until ali called on her cell askin us if we could see the fireworkds! so we looked around and sure enough someone was puttin off a humongous show far off! HUGE ONES! police cars were on their way to stop it, but it was beautifyul ^_^. so we went home, and relaxed and ate some black forest cake. then court went home, and megan went over to caras. im workin at a concert tomorrow so i stayed home. i needed some me time anyway ^_^. the whole day was really nice! ok well goodnight diary
Hannah