another update

well it looks like i keep having to write updates instead of daily or weekly entries because i’ve just been so damn busy! I love choir, but learning the music is a pain! There is so much to have memorized in a week! Ne who, i take voice lessons too and so i went to solo ensemble contest and sang an italian song at the olympic college as a first soprano (there is a contest in every college in washington) and i got a 1 (which is the best score to get) and first alternate to state! i was soooo surprised! it was very exciting and im very proud of myself. This proves my voice lessons have really payed off over the years. I dont want to become a classical singer though like charlotte church hehe. Ne who after that i had to go to the orthadontist to get more metal bands around my back molars. the problem was that my gums had grown over half the molars so they had to cut the gums back in order to put the bands around the teeth! It was numb at the time so i didnt feel much, but all the rest of the week i was in great pain. I pretty much starved for 2 days then ate apple sauce and yogurt for 5. i am now able to get school lunch and carefully chew! yay! i was beginning to think that my gums would never heal! Hmmm what else. my friend cara has suddenly changed her spontaneous ways and decided she wants a relationship! I really hope she wants one for real and isnt just tryin to get into one because she thinks its better. Ne who, she met this guy named Brendan, from vashon island. so he goes to school with ali and my sister. ne who she wanted to hang out with him so i went with her to meet up with him and his friend Austin.  The night went pretty well! The guys were really easy going and funny, and we ended up playin a silly game of scrabble (that ended up in made up words and not enough letters) and truth questions etc….i viewed brendan and austin guys mostly focused on looks. Both of htem had never been in love so it seems that everything they have done was just fooling around with no feeling! I figured brendan wasnt teh right type of person for cara because he had sex with 2 girls in one week one time. I observed them and listened to what they said. Any who the guys missed their ferry so they spent the night at my house. Cara kept hanging out wiht brendan and i thought that maybe they were fooling around but she said that all they did was hang out , watch movies, and talk a lot. I was really surprised because usually care makes moves really fast and brendan didnt seem like the type of guy to move slow, but i started to have more respect for brendan because of how slow he was taking things. I think he really likes cara and he is just what she needs! she likes to take things faster but i think that is only because that is how she has been taking things lately. But a guy who wont go faster but she really likes is perfect because that way she will really form a bond with him before anything else happens. the faster a relationship turns physical the faster the relationship deteriorates becase it has nothing to grow on! So yea im happy that shes happy and brendan is very cool! austin was awesome as well and i had fun hainging out with them. ne who , after hanging with them for a while cara mentioned to me a friend of Brendans named Ben. she said that she and brendan both agreed i would be the perfect match for ben and so their mission began. My teeth hurt and i was complaining about it to cara who was talkin to brendan on the phone and brendan said " ben had braces so he knows what your goin through" i said "i dont care about bens braces because i dont even know who he is!" ne who we all happen to have myspace (myspace.com you’ll see) and so ben added me to his friends list and sent me a message. the first thing i thought was"oh great brendan said something and now this guy is gonna start hitting on me" but all the message said was "hello, brendan told me that i should get to know you and cara and become your friends because you guys are pretty cool. so yea..eh, have a nice day" i thought that was pretty interesting. hwen i looked at his profile there wasnt much there to read in order to get even the slightest idea about him. then i noticed a comment that brendan left him "ben this girl hannah is the perfect match for you i swear and shes pretty hot! im hookin you up and thats final!" i was really ammused so i decided to share my opinion out loud as well. i wrote " wow brendan, you put that there where i could obviously find it. no offence ben but i dont think we need hooking up, i think we are both mature enough to make our own decisions. however i am looking forward to meeting you. amd so forth "  then i decided to take a look at a survey he filled out about himself. (one of those , fave movie, whats the last thing you ate survey). almost everything on that survey of his had my mouth dropping open because he was almost exactly like adriel! his birthday was the day after adriels, he was catholic but not extremely religious, into nature, always saying "or something" after stuff, same fave number as adriel, same fave color as adriel, etc……i couldn’t believe it! the guy they wanted me to hook up with was just like the guy i’ve been tryin to get over! my mom said "you should steer away from this one" but since it was such a weird coincedence that ben ended up being so much like adriel, i thought to myself that maybe its a sign of some sort? i have no clue. ne who tomorrow im meeting him and cara is bringing him and brendan with me and my group of friends to see the play my brother is in (little shop of horrors). my brother is the voice of the plant!i cant wait to see it! poor jonah was sick on opening night (tonight) so hopefully he feels better tomorrow! hmm wow havent talked to adriel in a while. tony got a phone card to call me which i thought ws pretty cool. jason and dennis got a hold of me as well so now i know some ppl actually still give a shit which is nice. well my eye lids are drooping and its 3:30 am so i best go to bed! see ya every 1!
Hanny Banany