1:00am

thoughts in the am

im so very lonely
i feel like i could die
at night i hug my teddy bear
pretending its a guy

its really pretty sad
the lonliness i feel
i wish that i could find a love
a love thats truly real

there are so many feelings hidden inside
like an unopened gift
i want so bad to share these feelings
but theres no one to share them with

i try to be so busy
to keep my thoughts from straying
but every night i think these thoughts
and every night im praying

that soon i will be happy
no longer be in pain
i’ll fall in love with someone who
will love me back the same

-Hannah Spool

When I Fall In Love-nat king cole

when i fall in love
it will be forever
or ill never fall…in love

in a restless world
like this is
love is ended before its begun
and too many
moonlight kisses
seem to melt, in the warmth, of the sun

when i give my heart
it will be completely
or ill never give my heart

and the moment
i feel that, you feel that…way too
then i’ll give my heart…to you…..

dude, hannah, that first one kinda reminded me of someone. someone that we both know pretty damn well. thats awsome that you had a party…wish i coulda gone. im working the whole weekend so i wont get to go to any parties or anything. not like id get invited anyway. well im gonna go and use the time that im not working to my advantage. later, wayne

okay, that first one kinda reminds me of someone, except without the teddy bear and pretending its a guy. theres no teddy bear, just a wish that there was a girl there to hold. wayne