school and life

My horoscope for today from astrology.com

You’re feeling unusually private and not all that chatty. Sure, it’s odd, and yes, your friends will have a lot of questions. But that doesn’t mean you have to answer them all right now.

hmmm yea wel i havent been feeling that chatty lately. i guess its jsut because ive had my mind on my school work more or something. i dunno.
heres my love horoscope for today

A romantic pursuit you’d nearly given up on may make a sudden turnaround. Perseverance pays huge dividends — your continued efforts have a cumulative effect that pleasantly surprises
even if feelings arent gone, i have definately given up on my romantic pursuit,even if there was a turnaround, theres no going back for me,im done with it,the past is the past. Im just so glad to have a wonderful friendship that i truly cherish, and im not giving up on that. now im just going with the flow, waiting for whoever god puts in my path :-).

MAN! I thought that this year was going to be the easiest ever, but so far it hasnt been easy. I think it’s just because i’ve piled myself up with more responsibilities than the past years so i’ll just have to work harder and be more organized. Every monday is an interact meeting for me because i am an officer of the club this year, every tuesday im going to stay after and practice my chamber choir music (we have to have 6 songs learned in less than 2 weeks)twenty something songs by december, i just finished 2 posters (one for wp and one for aquaculture) and already had a math quiz and english quiz, wednesday is my voice lesson, this weekend is my sisters bday party and a garage sale im volunteering to help out at to raise money to help save long lake (ive done 5 hours of volunteer service passin flyers out door to door), and so on. *pant pant* ne who this year will be very interesting indeed! Man, i just wish i had someone to hold me and comfort me whenever im stressed out. someone to just make my day better, giving me butterflies just calling to hear how my day was. Someone who wants the same kind of relationship i do. when i can just be happy being with that person and dont have to rush into anything. a special kind of relationship when we are so comfortable with eachother we dont even have to act liek bf and gf and we just know the connection between us is there and feels so strong. when i can call him up and be like “OMG GUESS WHAT HAPPENED TODAY!” and we can be the best of friends as well. I mean, once 2 ppl make it official they are bf and gf, it opens the door to physical stuff. and its usually the guy that looks forward to that bf gf status to come because then he feels he can kiss and do whatever with her cus shes his gf. i want to have someone i can just be with and hang with and talk to and we can talk about our feelings and just be happy to be together, so that we know eachother so well and our emotional bond gets very close. a bond so close that you feel so much for that person that it doesnt matter if you never kissed, you just enjoy being near them. not that i would never get into the physical part of the relationship. I just believe that the emotional part of the relationship is what must be worked on first, and the physical comes later, cus the emotional bond is what is most important of all. Just how you feel about one another. and thats all that should matter.
🙂 gosh my mind does wander on that subject :-P. hehe. ok well im hungry. bye ppls.
Hanny