grrr i hate unlucky numbers
gaaaa i knew something bad would happen on the 13th i juse knew it. man ok, megan is my best friend here , i mean we just hung out together for a whole week! but theres some ppl im friends with that she doesnt like, including my friend cara. cara and i talk abotu everything and have alot in common and have alot of fun together wen we hang out, i never really quite understood wat megan had against her but she just dint like her. so ne ways last school year me, megan,michelle,and cara all shared a locker together and megan was nice to caras face and stuff, but this year she doesnt want to share a locker with cara cus she doesnt like her. i already told cara she could be with us again cus she dint wanna be with other ppl that she didnt hang with ne more. i told megan that i already said she could be with us and if she dint like her than she dint have to talk to her, and she said “well yea i fucken have to talk to her if shes there” and then i told her that i was caras friend so i couldnt be the person to tell her she couldnt be in our locker cus i wanted her to be, so if she didnt like cara she had to tell cara herself that she dint want her around. then megan said “well i guess ill share a locker with heather ne ways” (another gurl shes friends with) i just said …well gosh, fine. and i went offline. it really hurt that she would just drop our friendship like that over cara. i mean she cant make me not like someoen just cus she doesnt like them! she cant expect me to choose, i mean she IS my best friend but i cant just not be friends with ne one she hates ya know? and she shouldnt expect me to tell cara to bugg off wen it doenst concern me, its between megan and cara that there are issues! and i hate being the one in the middle of it all! gosh i mean if it was the other way around and i was best friends with cara and cara dint like megan then id say the same thing to her, id tell her that it was her job to tell megan off, but id never tel her that if megan was with us in the locker that id go find someone else. i mean gosh, if megans gonna just ditch me then wat does that make me? no longer the best friend? so she can just drop me like that? if she was really serious then i dont wanna be friends with soemone who will drop me ne time they want, she cant make me be someone im not. and plus shes the one always tellin me to say stuff to ppls faces and she wotn do it to cara! gosh im just really mad and hurt and angry right now. i really wanna be friends with megan but its like “her way or nothing” i dunno thats how i feel. i just need to think things over.
Hannah