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Capricorn Romance Scope – Female Previous Day – Next Day
Thu Feb. 27, 2003 by Astrocenter.com
Don’t worry too much if you seem to have a little trouble working out just what your sweetest heart is about today. Today’s position of the planets indicates that your partner is feeling the need to spend some time alone. This doesn’t mean that the relationship is falling apart, just that in reconnecting with themselves, they will more surely be able to connect with you.
OMG the letter after this is what i wrote to break up with tyler but now since i just read that im wondering if i really should have given it some time! :S….:(
Hey Tyler,
I want to talk to you about something. I’m writing you because I couldn’t think of a good time and place at school to talk. I thought if I wrote you and you had time to think about it – then maybe we could talk. Also, writing is good because I won’t get flustered and say something the wrong way.
I don’t want to hurt your feelings but I want to be direct. You deserve to be treated with respect and I’m not the kind of person who jerks people’s chains.so here it is.
I think I’d like to be friends instead of dating. I’m feeling like we don’t have that much in common and it’s hard to find things to talk about. I need that kind of relationship more than just a physical one. You are a great person and I was attracted to your sweetness , how you showed me respect, and even the way you help your mom. It says a lot about who you are. But somehow I’m just not feeling the click like we had in the beginning. I really would like to be your friend and I think we could still have fun together. Perhaps you may be feeling the same way, but if not there is nothing I can say to make this letter less hurtful. If you don’t talk to me for a while, I’ll understand. But I hope you will decide to be my friend because I think you are really worth knowing. I don’t want you to change. The way things are,is how they are and I don’t want anyone to try and live up to my expectations. You are the first person I dated that I actually cared about. I really wish it could have worked out and it seemed like it would have in the beginning. That’s why I said I really want to get to know someone before I go out with them. I don’t like to find things that don’t fit in the middle of a relationship because then I end up hurting people. I hate to be the person having to end this because it makes me feel horrible. I hope you will understand and consider still being my friend. You’re such a good guy and I’ve appreciated your being able to listen to me when there were difficult topics for me to talk to you about. Have a great snow trip. I hope you tell me all about it.
Always, Hannah
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yea i wrote that… and then i called him on the phone to tell him to check his mail. i wasnt a coward i just couldnt get my words out talking. it was hard listening to the silence…knowing…that he was reading the letter….wen he finally spoke the tears came. he just siad ok and then there was a long pause and i choked out that he didnt have to talk to me if he didnt want to and that i felt horrible. he said it was ok but i said it wasnt. then he said well i guess ill just talk to u another time and hung up. it really made me sad to know that i no longer would have someone to hold my hand or kiss me or hold me tight when i went back to school and i started crying so hard, but i knew that i needed more then that. i needed him to be a friend. i called adriel and nobody answered so i called maggie and cries myself out and she listened to me 🙂 then she got me on some other subjects and i was feeling much better 🙂 thanks maggs ur the best 🙂
well when i went back to school he didnt talk to me, i dint expect him too, i dint see him at all either, only once but he turned and went away very fast 🙁
i really hope it wont be liek that for the rest of the year beccause he would be the cooliestn friend in the world here and hes so fun to hang out with. i know i hurt him tho and it hurts me to know hes hurting 🙁
well ill write another time
sad-Hannah