update!

ok well im really really happy and all but i feel kinda bad cus since i spent so much time with adriel perty much all the good memories are with him and i keep on bringin up those memories wen i talk to tyler cus i wanna keep the convo goin and things he says remind me of those memories but yea, he noticed i talked about adriel alot. i told him he had nothin to worry about and he and adriel were best friends so we did everything together thats y all my memories have somethin to do with him. but deep down inside i will always love adriel. he has something more deep then tyler does and i cant explain it. tyler is so sweet and he treats me well and is there for me and we talk on the phone alot, but he cant really talk about his feelings and the way i make him feel. he also cant write notes or e-mials either lol but at least talkin on the phone is good. i just miss wat i had with adriel tho. i wish i could see tyler every day after school all the time instead of just every weekend. its not fiar 🙁 well im happy right now but only wen i dont talk to adriel on the phone. it makes me feel bad to be happy around him. i dont know for sure if he likes me still or not but i know adriel and i can sence wen hes hurt. it hurts me as well.

sigh. ne ways i gotta go now cus im tired so goodnight 🙂

Hannah Banana