just today

today i dont feel like puttin my horoscopes so im just gonna write. yesterday after i wrote in here i had a long talk with robe and cried. it felt good lettin everything out and i guess i feel a little better 🙂 today i was still sad tho. winter does really get u down i guess, especially around christmas when everything is supposed to be about love. sigh. well ne ways today i went over to courts to spend the night and jen was there too! i gave them makeovers, did their hair, and dressed them up, then i took pics of them lol it was perty cool. ne ways we ate ice cream,watched a movie, and we tried goin to sleep but couldnt so were stil up and its 3:49 am lol. sigh . i dont know if they know this but i was crying like for an hour. i dint let them hear me tho but i couldnt help it. i was thinkin about so many things….memories…stuff….sigh. ok well ill write tomorrow. or should i say today? lol okies byebye for nowsys

Hannah

p.s maggie if ur reading this , im not mad at u! well i was just kinda i guess cus u just made me feel worse wen all i wanted was to be comforted and maggie, wen i complain about myself its wat i really think ok? just cus im in some stupid moedling skoll doens mean shit cus there are som major ugly ppl in there ok im sorry. agencys like different types, its all about DIFFERENT looks. ne ways my looks really werent the problem, it was just that i was so lonely and just stuff. im not mad at u ne more, actually i thought u were mad at me(thats wat adriel told me) but the truth is we just dont understand eachother. but u will always be my best chick friend k? i love u lots 🙂 miss u

p.s please dont say im lookin for another adriel, gosh…..