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January 25, 2007

If you mean me, I’m really sorry.

January 25, 2007

Phew. Well if you ever need to talk about it, you know my sn. Luurrrve.

February 5, 2007

I love you too…and I know what you mean. I don’t miss high school but I really miss those friendships.

February 25, 2007

ryn: oh believe me… it gets worse. that was all the past. all of that ive healed from, but what i need to write in my next entry (as soon as i gather my thoughts) is the breaking point. and it would be much appreciated for any advice, if you feel up to it. thanks for the note. m.

February 26, 2007

ryn: youre right, i feel that way as well. its just so hard to cut contact no matter my feelings towards him, because i dont want to abandon him, much like many other people in his life. and i dont want to get that phone call one day from one of his family members informing me of his funeral. the whole situation makes me feel guilty and helpless, which i also see as what he wants me to feel.

February 26, 2007

(cont) for me this situation is a perfect example of a rock and a hard place. thank you though for taking the time to comment, and advise. any help, is great help. thanks again. m.

thank you for your note=)

March 22, 2007

pain meds are…. “woooohooo!” surgery went well. but thank you so much for the note, it gives me something to read and do (respond to it) instead of watching crappy tv. thanks so much! m.