7/10/04

So yeah…I’m really bored right now…I’m in Connecticut visiting my parent’s college friends, haha.  Their kids are cool and stuff, but the guys here are totally boring so whateverrrrr.  I decided to be antisocial for a while and maybe talk to people online…but of course no one is one.  Boohoo.

I have absolutely nothing going on the next two weeks, which is sad.  I NEED some form of entertainment or I will go insane.  I’m not kidding…seriously.  So anyone who is around, please call me.  Unless i’m working…woo hoo.  I made 115 dollars working just three days last week…haha cool.  But it’s really boring working for my dad…first of all, he pisses me off every three seconds and two, he gives me crap database whatever tasks that are really tedious.  I can’t even make my brain function by the time I get home because I’m so burned out.  Bkah, oh well.  I need something new goin on…this summer has been really boring.  Europe in 2 weeks though…excitementttt.

Ugh, you what sucks…when you really like someone, but they don’t really know.  I mean, we’ve gotten together a few times…heh heh…but I mean, he apparently doesn’t want anything like a relationship, so it sucks.  I have no idea what to do…if I tell him, it may make me feel better, but it wouyld kinda ruin things between us.  If I don’t tell him, then it’ll just stay like this…which I really don’t want.  AHHH…it’s pretty much a loose loose situation.  I really want to tell him, or him to know how I feel…but if he didn’t want anything, then it would be weird being friends.  Damn it…i have no idea what to do anymore.  I need advice.  Badly.