6/1/2004

School’s almost over, which is a very good thing.  I’m so damn sick of all the tests and homework and assignments…which in the end will be pointless anyway.  Blah oh well.

This weekend was…interesting.  Had a senior strings trip to Hershey park for a competition…that went awesome.  Won overall award, which is cool, cause we got all perfect scores.  Uh, domination?  I think so.  Anyway, to make the long story short, we a had a giant game of strip blackjack back in our hotel room (that’s right…my room).  No one got…entirely naked, but hey, let’s just say there was a “nuddie” towel just in case, haha.  Saturday was good, went to the park and walked around with cool people.  Good times there…got back home around 10 or so that night.  And then…I broke up with my boyfriend.  Haha, how random.  The whole thing kinda lost its spark, and plus we never saw each other.  Oh well.

I’m kinda starting to like someone I’ve known for a while…grr.  I really don’t know why, maybe after spending time with them this weekend.  I never really wanted to consider how I felt about them because I knew it would probably never work and just the circumstances in general.  He did come to my house on sunday though…that was pretty spontaneous.  We just hung out, laying on my couch…together.  Haha, its seriously weird to think about.  I dunno…it’s all confusing, and I have no idea what’s even gonna happen, if anything happens at all.  I mean, he did call me, but I’m not gonna let the mislead me.  I know, I’m very untrusting.  I can’t help it…it’s my mom’s fault.

Well, senior prom is friday night…this is gonna be verrryy interesting.  Considering the fact that the kid I’m going with has never really had a full conversation with me should prove to be odd.  Oh well, he’s hot…and so are the peope in the limo that we’re in.  Haha oh man, I think I’m gonna die.  No seriously.  Ha and he def said he would call me about the details…and that was last week.  Damn, that boy better call me tomorrow or I’m calling him…and I never do that.  OK, I do…but come on…this is his damn prom.  Oh well, It’s not like I’m complaining.  He’s hot…that makes up for everything, hahaha.