4/27/04

Things are really starting to piss me off.  A lot.

I’m totally sick of this entire thing with my grandfather…ok, I feel bad saying that, but still.  I love him a lot and I want him to get better, but everything having to do with it is really affecting me.  My mom has to go to the hospital like every other day…and that is atleast a 45 min-1 hour drive to and from.  Therefore, after school every other day I won’t be able to go anywhere or get anything.  That also includes certain times on the weekends.  And, because my mom is a psycho, she has to always elaborate on what is wrong with him and how upset and shit she is.  OK, I can understand how she’s upset, and I’m sorry she is…I’m upset too.  But for god sake woman…stop talking about it all the time.  She only makes herself more upset and nobody wants to hear it anymore.  Fortunately, my mom is also sick of always having to go to the hospital (not that she really has to anyway…she goes there enough).  Unfortunately, her sisters seem to be stupid and don’t understand how hard it will be for another 4 MONTHS.  I swear, my family is really fucking stupid at times.  All I want is for him to get better and my mom to stop always being out and in a bad mood.

Why do I agree to go to senior proms with stupid people…why oh why.  I’m talking to him online and basically, he thinks its pretty damn funny trying to piss me off.  He seems to be the only one laughing at his stupid ass jokes.  I’m sorry that his IQ is significantly below mine…maybe he can use what little intelligence he has left and leave me the hell alone.  It’s getting to stalkerish proportions…He constantly wants to hang out with me or do something.  Uh, yeah, cause I wanna be attacked by him and all.  Seriously, if I really wanted to be pissed off, I would know who to turn to for that job.   AHHH i seriously can’t stand stupid people. 

Ehh..not much else to say.  It’s been a depressing week so far.