3/23/04

This week has been relatively good so far…

My grandfather had 7 and a half hour heart surgery last week, and on sunday my mom got a call how he took a turn for the worse.  I heard her all of a sudden start to freak the hell out, and I wasn’t even that upset about my grandfather (which sounds horrible)…just seeing my mom in that state scared the shit out of me.  I has to go to my SAT course, so I wanted to leave as soon as possible…but my mom came down.  She was so upset and came over and hugged me…that just made me loose it and I started bawling, haha.  Yeah, I hate to admit that too.  Anyway, I went to my course cause I neede to get out…went pretty well.  Got a 1430 on my practice test…HAHAH Hotness.  Got home, my mom and aunts were at the hospital, so I just hung out with my cousins all day cause no one was homw at their house.  I found out later my grandfather had little to no chance of pulling through that day…I think it’s good I didn’t know that then.  My grandpa’s getting better each day now…all we can do is wait it out.

So monday,  I found out this kid likes me…and has asked me to senior prom.  Unfortunately, the feeling iare not mutual and I fear that it will be extremely awkward…oh well, i mean he know’s we’re going as friends and all…oh crap, I’m really not that much of a dancer either.  This should be interesting…  And how messed up is it that I have my plans for senior prom (which isn’t even a concern cause im a junior) and haven’t even thought about junior prom.  Ooh, I want a hot date lol. 

Ok, how pointless are PSSA’s????  What the hell…yeah, had the mention that.