To be a man you must have honor, honor and a penis

Short thing about yesterdays entry. I’ve been expecting my ex to do something like this shortly after her boy toy left the states and she did. She’s fine, it bothered me but what do you do? I still care for her and I’ve been there when she needed someone to talk to. She’s very closed off and doesn’t have anyone to talk to about deeper things. It took a lot of patience to get her to open up and I have her trust though she’ll never have mine again. If at all possible I keep old loves around in some form in my life, it’s good to have someone to talk to that you’re comfortable and you know each other well. There are three people that I could do that with that didn’t cross the line of feelings for each other and turn into…whatever you call that. Jen passed away unfortunately, Sarah is my drummer and this ex….Sarah P is still around but I don’t know that it will stay that way. I don’t know that she can handle the ‘just friend’ relationship. I don’t really know why I can though. It’s like a switch gets turned off in my head.

Anyways! So I posted this before when I wrote the entry about the Sidereal Zodiac and Ophiuchus but here it is again! I was talking to another OD friend and I thought I’d share this with everyone else.http://astro.cafeastrology.com/cgi-bin/astro/natal

That’s a really cool and in depth horoscope and even if you don’t agree with or believe in astrology (I don’t really have faith in it but it is interesting and I find the concept fascinating.) the natal report at least can make you reflective on some of your attitudes. Also the compatibility reports are pretty in depth too. Not that you should base anything off of them but they are rather interesting and they make me smile.

Oy, I wanted to go out tonight but I let the boss talk in into having two beers with him as we were closing down today and it just kinda zapped me. He had good beer though…can’t remember what it was now but it was good beer.

So I just watched The Cabin in the Woods. I had no clue that Joss Whedon had put out another movie…well co-wrote and produced another movie. It’s awesome. If you haven’t seen it then go see it. It’s funny, smart, scary, intelligent and it totally fucks with the cabin of death genre of horror films.

Everyone is going to bars…bars bars bars…just not in a bar mood tonight but I do I feel like being anti-social?

Aww…dude…I just realized that  Michael Clarke Ducan can’t play Kilowog in the next Green Lantern movie…if they make one….sad face man…they might’ve totally screwed the pooch on the first movie but Kilowog is my favorite character from the comics and I loved that they chose Michael to voice him. Plus I’m a huge fan of the comics and Blackest Night was one of the coolest series runs ever. Zombie superheros? Fuck yeah dude. They made that shit funny and intense. Donna Torys murdered baby and husband coming back to life and she cracks his skull with a close up of tears on her face as she whispers to herself, "It’s not you…." Yeah dude. That shit stops you for a second.

Alright! So I need to do something…no I don’t…yes ya do…eh, do something tomorrow…you have the meeting at two tomorrow…it’s over at 3:30! Yeah but you’ll think about that all morning…I can go hiking or on a bike ride…yeah but it rained the last few days until the afternoon…I can play my guitar…that’s not doing something that’s being anti-social….

But oh! Sarah said she wants to be more serious about our band! I don’t know what changed her mind but I’m stoked. Now I have to think of a name…I just put Milotamus at first because it’s my username and it sucks to come up with a name…My original idea was either ‘Them’ or ‘They’…I imagined two people talking to each other…’Hey! They just put out a new album!’ "Who did?’ ‘They did’….’What?’ Yeah I know….who’s on first bit, kinda lame but I don’t care…It’s funny to me.

Fine, guitar works for me. I already have pajama pants on because I changed out of my shorts when I excitedly opened a jar of pickles in the car and the juice got everywhere…car smells like pickles now….I don’t really mind it so far. 

I’ve been going back and forth like that for a little while, not actually talking to myself like that though.

Music and snifter of scotch time with a little mini pizza, good enough for me. 🙂 Peace yo!

http://www.opendiary.com/entryview.asp?authorcode=D324326&entry=20227&mode=date

There’s an entry about astrology and Ophiuchus. Thought I’d add that too if anyone wanted to read about it.