As time goes on

Today, problems escalated on the Tyler and Sarah front reaching a standstill that later had to be resolved by third party diplomats. Audrey, loving sister of Tyler, stepped in and offered to pick up Tylers items as Sarah has become a real asshole and doesn’t want me in her apartment.

I wish I could still embed a music player on here other than my own music…Imagine you’re listening to Explosions in the Sky, The Birth and Death of the Day.

So I was picking up more stuff and someone with a moving van blocked me in. So I waited outside when I see her driving up to the apartment. She sees me and immediately flips a bitch and calls me. She asks me to leave her keys so I do. If I was fucking someone else I wouldn’t want her walking in. Not that I have any interest to be at the apartment in any way shape or form other than getting my big screen tv, dresser, smaller tv, lamp and last sound system. I don’t want anyone thinking that I’m being high or mighty either, she cheated on me twice as far as she admits but what pisses me off is that she could’ve just talked to me about it. I wouldn’t have been great about it and we might’ve had to break up but if she asked to sleep with someone else I would’ve respected her for being honesty. Being underhanded and lying even when people she works with have told me she’s done it and I’m confronting her about it. 

This is kind of funny in a twist the knife kind of way. She works at a pet hospital and there’s a cat shelter in there that needs volunteers. So a few months ago I started volunteering there. One of the people she works with came up and told me about it because she thought I seemed like a nice guy and didn’t like that everyone, including my girlfriend, had talked about it. Thanks for making me look stupid.

Moving on! With my life! 

I’ve been lax on working out and a lot of things…reading, playing my guitar, riding my bike, writing. That all stops now. I’ve been depressed since I’ve been out of work for a few months now and after I lost work in May I let my father’s passing away last August catch up with me. This is why Sarah cheated on me, but what’s funny…not…is that I got work before she cheated on me the second time, I partially don’t blame her but expecting someone to be there for you is a stretch isn’t it. I have work for three days a week now, ten hour days and tips which means 300+ every weekend. It’s not a job I want to keep though. It’s selling hot dogs on the weekends…http://davesconeys.com/   It’s really not that bad, the guy that runs it is really cool and it’s not hard work. He’s really Republican and always wants to hang out after the day is over so you end up working from 7am to like 8 at night because he has to take you to a bar and get a drink or five afterwards when I just want to go the fuck home. I don’t mind that he’s Republican but I’m not that one sided about politics in any direction and I don’t want to be forced to hear about how Obama fucked the country and it’ll all be fixed once Romney has the keys to America.

The nicest thing in my life just made me smile. Dammit…can’t post a picture of him. My cat Milo is the nicest cat in the world. He’s never bitten anyone, scratched anyone or done anything other than be very affectionate. His signature move is walking up to someone putting his front paws on their legs, stretching his back out while going, mrrrrroww. This means he would like to be picked up.

I go to restart p-90x! Wish me luck Diarinians. <—Awesome.

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Haha great entry my name is Sarah haha

Being the last to know, in those types of situations, is the worst. However, the real doofus is the person that cheated and let everyone know about it, except the one person they should have told. You’re better off without her. Having a job like that, with an employer that’s really caught up in politics, would drive me insane. I couldn’t care less about that shit. Both parties fuck things up.

Good luck, restarting your work out routine. And RYN: “Hero of a Thousand Faces” is the book I was thinking about checking out. It’s a done deal now- I’m getting it. 🙂 Also, I’m sorry to hear about the passing of your father. Losing parents this young really sucks. But at least that’s one less thing we’ll have to worry about, as we grow older.

August 28, 2012

p 90 x. arent you just too cool for school… i like covering up obama and romney stickers with ron paul stickers in most of the parking lots i go to, but that’s just me. stay detached from your drama. you like fenders, apparently. so go play one and listen to dark side of the moon and be haaaaappyyyyy.