10/9/06

Thanks to everyone who left nice notes on my pic entry. As well all know I have self-esteem issues, so I get nervous posting pics!

The weekend was interesting. It was wierd going back to Wisconsin and seeing all of my old friends. I had left on wierd terms, so I wasn’t sure how things would be with everybody. For the most part they were fine, better than fine even. There was only one friend who things were seriously awkward with, and that was my old roommate Holly (she’s in the pic in the last entry). We were roommates for three years, and she acted like she didn’t even know me. When we got there I ran up to hug her and Lisa–she hugged our friend Tim, but barely acknowleged me. My feelings were (are) really hurt, but I am just trying to let it go. More than anything I was annoyed because I felt like it was immature on her part. I freaking made up with Tammie (the girl who set Jeremy up with his new fiance), and Holly and I can’t be friends because of some reason I don’t even understand?! I am getting upset just thinking about it, but I have to remind myself that it doesn’t matter. That is my old life.

Things with Will are still SO awesome. He gets me like no one ever has before. He is the male version of me. It’s great. I am lucky.

Okay..time to teach. Only a four day week!

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October 9, 2006

hey! cute! yey for will

October 9, 2006

🙂 Awwwwww.

October 9, 2006

sorry to hear about holly being like that. i guess it’s time to go your separate ways? i guess you have already, really. *shrug* glad that everything else went ok tho. RYN – it’s typical. i’ll get into funks like this for a while (days, weeks, who knows) for no apparent reason. *shrug* i’m sorry to hear that you have self-esteem issues. i do too which is why i’m too chicken to put up any

October 9, 2006

pictures of myself. so you have more courage than i. but really, you are quite pretty. and looking at the notes other people left, i’m not the only one who thought so. so, um … ya. enjoy your 4 day week. 😉

October 9, 2006
October 9, 2006

I understand about the pictures – I haven’t posted any because of my own deep-seated insecurities. (and to agree with the others, you have nothing to worry about there)I’m sorry about your old roommate, but I’m glad the rest went so well. Keep up the good times with Will… you both seem quite blessed there.

October 10, 2006

She might not know what to say because you’ve been gone for so long, and she doesn’t feel like she knows you. That’s no excuse of course, but it may well be the situation. Have a great four day teaching week!