4/11/2012
I’m finding myself becoming increasingly bitter over the place and circumstances I find myself in. That bothers me, because it’s something that I’ve never been. I’ve always been a pretty easygoing person. Now I’m looking around me and I find nearly all of it lacking.
I’m frustrated. I don’t even know what I’m frustrated about at this point. I just know that sometimes I’ll suddenly notice that I’m furiously, irrationally, idiotically angry. But it passes nearly as quickly as it comes, before I can have an opportunity to make any serious analysis of the source.
It makes me feel a bit like I’m losing my mind.
I know the feeling, the frustration. I’ve never been an angry person before in my life, but I’m becoming increasingly bitter and I feel almost like I’m losing myself in it. It’s a terrible place to find oneself. I’m sorry for your struggle. Best of luck.
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I think I’m on the same page as you. Feeling 100% unsatisfied and unsettled. Not a fun state of mind.
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