Dear Diary, Mood: Apathetic

I’m so fucking tired of writing these emo-kid entries. 

 

I got the job.

 

Even so, I still have never felt so beaten down and defeated in my entire life.  I don’t even feel excited about it, though I put that face on for everyone else.

I should just delete this shit.  But instead I will post it so that I have some record of what a whiny bitch I can be.

 

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May 26, 2010

YAY JOB!

May 26, 2010

Just signed on to this site for the first time in months. Sorry to hear about your marriage. Hope you’re doing alright. :/

May 27, 2010

You’re not being whiny or weak. It’s important, it was important, it deserves the energy you’re giving it. Congrats on the job. It was in Springfield right? I like Eugene, it’s pretty. <3

May 30, 2010

Oh, Jeff, you make me laugh. It’s okay to whine and bitch when life is ****ty. Just don’t dress like an emo kid. 🙂 I am glad you got the job! Congrats! When will you move?