May 14, 2004

Of Weddings and of Friends

Today is a beautiful day. Go outside and look. See the traces of the sun. The calm night breathing a heavy sigh, relieved after such a long struggle has been lifted away into pure good. pure love. Though… you may not see it. Because, I sometimes forget, you may not be sharing the same day as me.

But today is beautiful. The vows. The rings. The shine. The meaning of all of us. All of this.

This is the first day of their life. This is the first day of our life.

And there’s nowhere in life that I’d rather be than today. Because, God was smiling. It’s true. That’s the reason for the heat. He sometimes doesn’t realize the power of His smile.

And nothing could convince me any of this is a result of a mistake. such profanity I would not tolerate.

I watched my friend get everything he’d ever wanted.
It was everything he already had.

We were all one. We are all family now. Jay, Katie and Jain have changed everything.

All I can say. Today is beautiful. And I wish all of you could see this.
So just try to.

El Matto

May 15, 2004

I can see it just by reading this. God is smiling through your words 🙂

losing_face

and i am so glad that you had such a wonderful day.

alainajoann

May 16, 2004

I went to a Wedding today :o) How odd. *hugs*

winterist

I can definitely see it. Today is a perfect day for a wedding in Manitoba, too.

pseudo-me

May 17, 2004

perfection, right here and now.

cilantro

May 22, 2004

bleh. it’s sort of odd and…im not too proud of it. about two, almost three years ago i was still very much into acting and i had auditioned for certain things. well apparently my name has been passed around and i have an agency interested in hiring me…blah. i dunno. the person i was supposed to see was in a car accident today so i have to go all the way back on wednesday.

May 23, 2004

oh you know that’s not what i mean. i just never really expected anyone to take interest in that…well in me that way. it’s not just acting. but modeling too…and im not sure how i feel about it. 100 dollars an hour working no more than twice a month says YES. but it’s not me really. and i dunno.

and what is this…jig in the eye?

I love bearing witness to you feeling this moment, of knowing that people have these moments. You’re beautiful.

May 24, 2004

psh. amanda with a car not right. go to hell david. you go to hell and die.

May 25, 2004

that seems logical enough. but looking back i think it best to retract my statement. you dying and going to hell would make this girl right here very sad. so maybe you could just trip and fall some place. maybe tear a hole in the knee of your pants.

May 26, 2004

oh my oh my. well. then nevermind. all i can say is i miss you dearest david. i miss lighting your pants on fire…you know what i mean.