04/24/2012

At 7:10 PM, I finished my organic chemistry exam and thus the semester.  I expected that I would feel relieved, but the semester wasn’t actually that much of a struggle.  I mostly feel worthless and empty.

I applied for another job that I won’t get.

I’ve been sleeping like shit.  It took me two hours to fall asleep last night, and I woke up at 4:00 and couldn’t get back to sleep.  Why do I even bother trying? 

I’ve been eating shit because of exam stress.  My face is breaking out like I’m 13 years old.  I need to crawl into bed and never return.

No point, though, it’s not like I’m actually going to be sleeping.