07/28/2011

Today, I applied for some jobs I won’t get.  One was in New York and one was in Texas.  It doesn’t matter if I DO get them, though, because I certainly couldn’t accept.  I couldn’t do something as bold as move to a new state alone, so FAR from everyone else.  They’d guilt trip me to death if I even tried.

I am so angry.  About a lot of things.  None of which matter in the least.

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July 29, 2011

I felt like that once. Of course, being older and wiser now than I was then I’ve learnt about the consequences of not having done it. Why did you apply for them if you can’t/won’t take them? And why are other people’s needs more important than you own?