11/03/2013

Broke right through what was turning into a blackout. 
Nonchalantly gentleman must’ve cut my guard. 
Felt the warmth in my chest. 
Subtle words…warm smile..
I just remember the feel..the shock. 
A kiss I never saw coming. 
And never imagined I’d leave smiling about. 

These are not the things I want tied in my head. 
Two days later and I’m still thinking about it. 
Surprised I remember it. 
That I could feel it. 
All the cold just drifted and once again I feel a softness I’d rather resist. 
Someone older..someone so different..
Can’t even begin to believe that I’m writing about it. 

I’ll sleep it off. 
Go back to dreaming. 
Finally they have turned back to something normal. 
And not reminders.