10/09/2013

 just got to week five yesterday since having the hysterectomy.. not fun recovering. my emotions are wild and i cry alot. i think its my depression and anxiety killing me. i cry all the time.. i feel bad for the kids and joe i just dont know what to do. the engine blew in my car so i have no car to get to the drs. i quit my job at the end of may so no job since then. joe is the only one working but i think i have convinced him to get a job where he works 40 hours aweek minimum.

if that makes me a bad person then so be it.