Dear God

 Okay quick update… I quit my job and have only had one migraine since. I was on day 45 when i quit. we moved to heath to be closer to family and i can’t seem to find a job i don’t know if i am looking hard enough… i feel like shit no meds for my crazyness or back pain cuz no insurance lucky f*cking me.. So i am going down hill fast… i will try and stay afloat but its not as i thought once. god knows i can’t express my pain and frustration on fb cuz then my family whines…. ugh…