house stuff and frustrating class

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i would like to see this house. i’m hoping it doesn’t sell before dennis gets back from hunting. the pics in a weird order for some reason. it looks nice. has a pool, 3 bedrooms, 1 full bath, 1 1/2 bath, 4 storeys (backsplit), central air, sundeck,dishwasher, all redone by interior designer…the only thing i don’t see is anything about  a laundry room. we did a drive by and we like the neighbourhood too, which is important. there’s a little playground down the street. the arena isn’t far off (if sawyer winds up being a hockey player or something.)

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class last night was so frustrating. a boxing coach taught it and i just don’t have any athletic ability. i do fine but i’m slow. i have good technique and i get it eventually but my partners always get it quicker and i feel pretty dumb. BUT i had my old monday partner which was nice. i haven’t had her for a partner in a while b/c she already had a thursday partner. however, the coach decided we needed new partners. i tried to get dennis to work with me but ended up with a girl i didn’t know. she was going way too fast. scared me. we were doing drills where you go back and forth and it was a little too much like sparring for me. i was just like "forget it." and i walked away. dennis and i had a (quiet) spat in the back room because i really needed him and he wasn’t there for me. after i calmed down, we came back and worked together. argh. the coach told me i was doing fine and to go slow and stuff but he doesn’t understand that it takes a partner who’s willing to go slow too. i eventually switched back to my old partner b/c she asked me to but argh. (i talked to the girl i walked away from after class and she understood completely. really nice girl. she’s been in the ring before so it’s no surprise she was too much for me.)  man, if it wasn’t such a good workout, i’d stay far away from that place.

dennis leaves tomorrow. i’m pretty depressed about it but will be filling my days somewhat. weekends are going to be tough because i don’t have anything going on. monday night, i have yoga. tuesday, i have to go with dennis’s mom to his grandma’s house. ugh. wednesday to friday, irene’s coming! then nothing saturday. sunday, i have a crop (must remember to call the sitter.) i’m sure i’ll be online a lot in the coming 9 days. i hope i can manage to get some sleep; it’s hard to sleep when dennis isn’t in the bed with me. we’ve been getting some lovin’ in but i hate to see him go. i wrote his letter today and will stick that in somewhere with his stuff like i always do. i have to make his bday card during sawyer’s nap (or while he’s awake. he doesn’t care) and give that to him tonight. we’ll play some scrabble (we’re addicts!), probably watch a movie, and do some other things as well. *winks*

have i mentioned i’m so excited to have a possible move in my future?!

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