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 i can’t wait to open these entries to all of my faves but for now, they’re closed. we have decided that we are going to be parents again! we are really excited and to celebrate our decision, we’re going to toronto this weekend. we’re staying at a nice hotel and seeing the Queen musical. i can’t believe we’re at this point. our families are going to be so surprised. especially dennis’s. and they are going to be so excited.

for now, we’ll be enjoying TTC. *hee hee* i hope all goes well again and again, i hope all happens quickly, b/c i have to stop taking all my pills and we would like a summer baby. we’re doing all we can to try and make this a really great experience for us and to avoid my PPD. summer makes me happy. winter depresses me. so, summer baby, we hope. we’re going to read up on breastfeeding, take all the help we can get from consultants once the baby comes, and we’re really hoping for a good birth. i don’t want to be in pain for 8 weeks afterward. i’m really hopeful this time. i know not to go to the hospital so soon (won’t be able to anyway b/c we’ll have to call someone to care for sawyer) and i know a little more what to expect.

i’m going to continue taking kickboxing and yoga (when i can-my class is almost through) and once we get a positive, we’ll talk to the trainer. i might let some of the girls in class know so that they understand when i can’t do some things. there aren’t many girls so it should be fine. i want to be in shape for this pregnancy, birth, baby. i am going to do what i can to NOT gain 65 pounds this time. i have a dietician appointment coming up, so i’ll be speaking with her about how to eat while pregnant.

so, here’s to hoping for a positive test soon. and a healthy little angel to follow.

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