Argemone munita

 

Argemone munita

prickly poppy

Family Papaveraceae

everything about this holiday felt so surreal.

christmas in LA is like christmas in july

a sort of light hearted joke

I went in to the city and was blinded by the lights

swallowed whole by crowds of people rushing buzzing buying consuming

the sun was warm and the ocean too

everything moves so fast

I am glad that everyone I love is happy

I don’t think I am happy

I am less un-happy

I talk fast, complain mostly

about how I have all these things I am itching to do, but can’t seem to actually do them

eric asked me if I wanted to live with him

I told him yes

because the dark eyed ghoulish creature that lives in my head and comes out to play when I’m alone scares me

and I am too cowardly to fight him off alone

 

love and magpies