Sailor’s life

I woke up on my own at 7 this morning, went for a walk to the forest, forgot that’s where the hobos sleep.

It was hot enough to wear just a sun dress today

it’s october.

Life continues with or without me.

my crazy came up and gurgled for a bit but I pushed it back down.

I’m really struggling in chem and math.

things are more clear and more confusing all at once

but in general, I am happy

I am okay

and sometimes I wear dresses in the october stolen sunshine.

sandy kisses and marijuana exhalations more beautiful than they should have been.

warm shoulders and baked squash, maybe here lies something real

or maybe a fabrication of a lonely imagination

only time will tell

and I’ll still kiss him with tender delicate lips

hoping for rumbling desire in return.