perth

If one more person compliments me on my weight loss I’mma lose it.

I lost it in such an unhealthy way

and this mindset is not good

it is reenforcing my not eating

and I can see it

but I can’t seem to stop

more like start eating

I don’t want to fall into this

because it is just another way for me to run away from myself

and I’m so tired of running.

I am so close to where I want to be, mentally.

so close.

I can’t screw it up now with food/body image

phoebe