black mud

It’s halloween

and it’s windy and rainy and I want to curl up with a cat and some netflix and not think about anything for a while.

We’ll probably get stoned and watch scary movies and give candy to little childrens.

Everyday still feels like a battle against the weak parts of myself.

Hopefully someday they’ll be easier than they are now.

I want to break the shackles I have created for myself.