Tete Carree (squareheads)

 I shouldn’t care about what other people think. I have obviously come a long way, or I wouldn’t be able to be making the decisions that I am. But I’m actually kind of angry…
     It’s hard not to be. I mean, most of the time I’m not. But I’ve been playing Sudoku for the last few hours lol, and that’s all I can think about.

     Like, how dare people be so judgemental? I really don’t get it. Why should anyone care so much about what I’m doing with my life that they should avoid me? ESPECIALLY if you’re my mother! Or whoever… if you are in my family… or if you are anyone who doesn’t agree with what someone is doing for crying out loud! I mean, unless I’m doing something really horrible, like child porn or something, why should anyone care?

     I’m moving to the arctic for a great job opportunity to save some money and have a baby with a close friend whom I’ve fallen in love with. What is so horrible about that? The way my mother is avoiding me, you would think I really was doing child porn! 

     I guess I just really want the opportunity to defend myself. But not a word has been spoken to me. So instead, I have to sit here and just wonder.