Away from son after daughter’s death

I always seem to be too tired to write in here, as I think I am right now. But I’m going to write anyways cuz its good for me.
Interview Monday, I hope I get it, or I’ll feel really stupid!
I can never remember if the girl I worked woth today’s name is Kate or Alex, I always confuse them! And I think I might have called her by the wrong name ugh… Feel like such a mean person! Mind u, only worked with her 3 times!
I’m so paranoid about Robs mom, I always think she might hate me or something.
Robs sister is starting to get better and better as time goes. I dont know if its her baby or Rob visiting. Probably a combination of the two, mostly the baby. Putting her back to where she should have been before her daughter died. I just want him to hurry up and grow and learn to talk so she doesn’t have to worry anymore. I feel so awful for her, and I really think I should have been more understanding before. I guess that’s part of not understanding something.
I would become a crazy person that used people if that happened to me too!
I hope tomorrow goes ok for us. I think I’ll send an email to the person hosting the event so she knows about what happened with everything and she knows this will be the furthest she’s been from her son since he was born. Just in case she seems a little distracted or rushed… I don’t want her to feel overwhelmed at all, I think that if people know, it saves her having to explain, people from saying stupid things, and just makes things easier. Or maybe its not necessary… But I know she’s going to be really anxious… Hmmm ?