How did I end up hating something I love so much?!

If only I could do something other than WRAP CHEESE ALLLLL DAY LONG! I think its making me CRAZY! That and knowing how much time out of what little free time I actually have is spent on Sundays feeding the horses… I do love horses, but I don’t think this is quite what I signed up for! If it were left up to me I would have a much better system. HOLAY I really don’t want to go all the way back there today to make the stupid oats, put all the hay over the fence and do water… Ugh! And she’s not even paying me in lessons most of the time! I’m glad I “quit”. I contemplate whther I should tell her face to face what the whole issue really is. I really feel like I’m being taken advantage of. Christmas day AND boxing day I was over there, working so she didn’t have to. And she tells me she’ll let me have a “free ride”. You know what? Really didn’t make up for it. And if I’m working for you to pay for lessons, and a lesson gets cancelled, you should be finding another method of payment other than a “free ride”! Not to mention that one time our lesson was cancelled and she didn’t even bother to tell us until AFTER we showed up! Not such a huge deal for me cuz I live down the road, but what about the girl that lives on the other side of town?! Its so irresponsible! I don’t know, maybe people who are pregnant just get like that… That seems to be my experience! Whatever, I already quit, its not all that much longer now…

Solutions: wait it out. I really don’t have all that much longer there anyway.
Stop going early, even though I said I’d do it one more week, and make up an excuse. But then she would think I’m unreliable, irresponsible. And I still think she’s a valuable connection to have, even though I really dislike her right now…
Tell her the truth and talk to her about it after she has her baby. I guess I could do that, but I’d have to feel it out first. Ugh, but I still don’t want to go.
I could ask my bf if he wants to help… But we’ve been on each others nerves all day. And I’d be using him, and that’s not fair. I guess I’m just going to have to grin and bear it, try to get it done as fast as possible. Maybe if I wear different boots I’ll be able to move thru the snow faster…

Result: pending