Crazy Girlfriend

    So if I don’t want to break up with him, I’m obsessing and freaking out about every girl he’s ever known. Last time he was at my house he was on facebook. My internet settings are set so that the browser will automatically open to the last web pages and tabs that were visible. So I’m checking my facebook on another computer just so I can see his facebook…god I can’t believe myself lol

I wish I could just trust him, but I still worry about everything. But it feels good to worry and feel sick over him. Is that weird? I feel like life’s not normal if I"m not freaking out about something. Oh, thank god I’m finally going to councelling for this shit. lol…I need help!